And because of that i know that i will get thru this. No matter how long and frustrating and painful this injury is. Maybe this is gods way of teaching me the lesson of patience…never was much a believer before but now im really starting to feel like certain things need to happen for a reason. I will be able to ride again. And surf. Just need to be patient with myself. Theres a difference between being independent and just straight too stubborn to ask for help. I absolutely hate relying on other ppl but for now im just gonna have to learn to suck it up and ask for help…….or i could just keep laying here butt naked smoking weed…. Idgaf. Im gonna be in china soon anyways. Everything will be okay. This too shall pass.